First Day of Summer.

Summer is meant to be bright and happy.

Right now, Im tired, sore, hot and upset.
Great mood im in. :| I hope as the week progresses it gets better.

Monster

Ive become obessed with meg and dia overnight.
they are absolutely amazing.

just filmed a vlog. my computer is being extra slow.
YAY :|

Year 11 is finished.

This makes no sense.

Procrastination

will be the death of me.

Year 12 Goals

One day we will be remembered


To complete all subjects.

Prove teachers wrong.

Get an A in english and film.

Pass MATHS.

Talk to every single person in our grade at least once.

Take as many photos as possible.

Wear my Jersey, all the time.

To cry at graduation.

Have an amazing time at formal.

Go on a Trip to noosa with the girls.

What are you goals?

i dont like having feelings for you. I want a friendship because you would never feel the same anyway

I miss making paper aeroplanes with you at restaurants.

I miss actually talking to you.

I miss the night you grabbed me before i fell over.

I miss the night you called me ‘bec’ for the first time.

I miss the chubby looking ten-year-old who used to swim in my pool.

I miss our chinese restaurant nights.

I remember the night you stayed over.

I remember the morning you walked into our cabin & cooked us pancakes.

I remember the night you played your awesome old school music and let me sit next to you.

I remember our red faces when our parents used to joke about us dating.

I remember the time you stood on a ladder and almost had a heartattack

I love your laugh.

I love the way you laugh when your high on morphine.

I love the way you break the rules.

I love the way you drive, even if everyone thinks its horrible.

I love your facebook status’ :)

I am going to miss you when you graduate.

I wish i had the guts to actually say this to you.

film.

its a fascination.

its intriguing.

its misleading.

its creative.

its original.

its an addiction.

its an obsession.

its a dream.

blahblahblah

nick jonas you're amazing enough said.
you are so calm, chilled and such a beautiful singer. :)

just had to get that out. those three things i listed is what i want in a guy so right now.
he is perfect right now. haha.

i love boys.. through the frustrations, complications, and emotions..
ive never had boyfriend. i am a fail. oh, and i cant do my own makeup either..
fail of teenager.

i am just writing what is coming into my thoughts. so for this randomess its 12:00 am.

i want to an inspiration, i want to write, i want to write a film.. :D
kso i am done. <3

a month ago;

A month a ago today, i turned Seventeen years old. To be honest it is quite a boring. basically an in-between age. Sixteen is the super exciting, i can get my 'Learners' age and Eighteen is ' Holy Cow.. I am an adult and i am responsible for myself. I guess Seventeen is the firguring out everything age. School is over in 17 months. 17 is an important number to me right now.

When i first turned 17, i wasn't all that excited. i was like, oh there is nothing new and exciting i am legally able to do. As people keep asking me how old i am, I reply 'seventeen' and each time confidence grows when i say the answer. I am feeling more secure. Seventeen is a safety net age - it gives you the opportunity to grow up but not too much.

It is 11:47pm, I am sitting here listening to David Letterman Top Ten List being yelled by a country accented women. In spongebob jumper, so comfy. I should be heading to bed. Miley Cyrus just got announced on the show. She is seventeen almost eighteen. I am no fan of hers; but i respect her breaking out of the stereotypes she has been given. The think i dont appreciate the way she has done it. She has achieved so much at such a young age and i am tad jealous. She gets to live her dream and i have to stay in school for another 17 months.. and then university for 3 years.

I just want to these 17 months to go faster, but on the other hand i am so scared of the future. I just want to study film and not have to work my ass off to get marks. To study to get into an industry that you dont exactly need a degree for. so this sucks.

I love being 17. and I hate the way Miley talks. :)