i dont like having feelings for you. I want a friendship because you would never feel the same anyway

I miss making paper aeroplanes with you at restaurants.

I miss actually talking to you.

I miss the night you grabbed me before i fell over.

I miss the night you called me ‘bec’ for the first time.

I miss the chubby looking ten-year-old who used to swim in my pool.

I miss our chinese restaurant nights.

I remember the night you stayed over.

I remember the morning you walked into our cabin & cooked us pancakes.

I remember the night you played your awesome old school music and let me sit next to you.

I remember our red faces when our parents used to joke about us dating.

I remember the time you stood on a ladder and almost had a heartattack

I love your laugh.

I love the way you laugh when your high on morphine.

I love the way you break the rules.

I love the way you drive, even if everyone thinks its horrible.

I love your facebook status’ :)

I am going to miss you when you graduate.

I wish i had the guts to actually say this to you.